Thursday, February 28, 2008
Chapter 7, Blues Song
Ever since daddy’s death.
Look how you paid me back.
I gave you shelter, food, affection,
And all you did was stab me in the back.
My sister, Daddy’s girl, how could you? How could you?
A poisonous snake – this is what you are.
Crawling, hissing, paralyzing me with your venom,
Depriving me from glory, gold, affection.
Now I am gonna take back what’s left,
And then smash your head.
You whispered you were scared.
I will always take care of you, I said.
I knew it, you knew it too.
Feeble and innocent my sister was.
I murdered a person for you, Pilate.
I took away a person’s life.
And you took away my joy.
A poisonous snake – this is what you are.
Crawling, hissing, paralyzing me with your venom,
Depriving me from glory, gold, affection.
Now I am gonna take back what’s left,
And then smash your head.
Little Pilate, Daddy’s girl, Daddy’s ghost,
Haunting me, haunting you.
No more, no more, no more.
Come out, come out
I am different now, wiser, stronger,
Staunch, deprived from affection.
You don’t fool me any longer.
An intruder in the snake’s nest I will be,
So hurry up, crawl away, take your babies
Or I am gonna take back that gold,
Then smash your head.
And if you bite me, I’m gonna bite you back.
The song uses the rhythm and melody of B.B.King's - How blue can you get?
Friday, February 22, 2008
Song of Solomon, Chapter 5
“It isolated her. Already without family, she was further isolated from her people, for, except for the relative bliss on the island, every other resource was denied her: partnership in marriage, confessional friendship, and communal religion. Men frowned, women whispered and shoved their children behind them. Even a traveling side show would have rejected her, since her freak quality lacked that important ingredient – the grotesque. There was really nothing to see. Her defect, frightening and exotic as it was, was also a theatrical failure. It needed intimacy, gossip, and the time it took for curiosity to become drama.
Finally Pilate began to take offense. Although se was hampered by huge ignorances, but not in any way unintelligent, when she realized what her situation in the world was and would probably always be she threw away every assumption she had learned and began at zero. First off, she cut her hair.” (148-149)
From the beginning of Song of Solomon Pilate has been portrayed as an atypical and unconventional character. No parallel can be drawn between her and other major female characters in the novel like Ruth and Hagar. Pilate is a protective mother but she does not crave for love – neither from her own child, nor from a man. In this sense she is strong and steadfast, not depended on anyone’s grace.
Pilate no longer seems such a powerful and independent character. On the contrary, she used to be too contingent on people’s opinions, that she shaped her future life around the goal of avoiding the hurtful comments. A proof for this is her initial attitude towards the lack of her navel. At first she considered it something normal, a negligible difference between men and women. Later, however, she started to purposely and cautiously avoid showing her missing navel (“All she had to do, she thought, was keep her belly covered” (146)). By concealing a small part of her body she began to slowly but steadily estrange herself from society. (“Pilate was afraid that she wouldn’t be able to hide her stomach from her husband forever.”(147)). People’s disgust of her defeat became Pilate’s obsession and led her to the decision to abandon the idea of having a normal relationship. It is momentous that she wasn’t the first to take this decision; it was society that has long ago agreed on the fact that Pilate cannot possibly belong to a community. The verdict has been already issued; all Pilate did was to choose the method and place of her exile.
Still, Pilate is an unconventional woman character. Her strength results from the fact that she chose to refute the delusion that she would find love and understanding. When the society excludes Pilate she decides to accept the truth with dignity, to prove that she is not dependent on momentary passions and that she is able to cope on her own with life’s challenges.
Pilate’s story does remind of the fate of another literary character. Victor Hugo’s Quasimodo from the novel The Hunchback of Notre Dame shares a similar to Pilate’s life. He is rejected by society due to his physical deformities. His defect is what startles people and what prevents them from knowing and accepting Quasimodo as a person, not just as a scary monster. Pilate and Quasimodo are alike in that it is their bodies that conceal their souls and make them unapproachable to the people around them. People fear what they do not know or understand which is why both Pilate and Quasimodo are outcasts. In the same way that Quasimodo befriends Esmeralda, might Pilate find a person, with whom she would finally open up and forget about her distinctive defect.